I just wanted to post and assure you all that I'm not dead or in a ditch or something. But I have managed to self diagnose myself.
I have fandom ADD.
I have so many fandoms that I love and want to participate in, but there are a) only so many hours in the day and b) I am easily distracted. When I started writing, I would doggedly focus on one story until it was finished. But now, I have a dozen unfinished fics on my hard drive. Including my season 2 TVD Delena-centric rewrite, which seems kind of antiquated now but I feel like I should finish it. The muse occasionally gives me new ideas for more stories, but I don't want to start anything new until I finish the old ones. Argh. It's frustrating since writing is my only real fandom related talent. I can't make graphics, I'm not an especially eloquent or thoughtful meta-ist.
Even if I made a concerted effort to get back to work, me and my roommate are moving in the next 8 weeks. So there's packing and moving and painting. I'm hoping that once we're settled, I can start updating/posting again. I miss writing.
Anyway, I just wanted to let everyone know what was up with me. Carry on!
Current Music: Sons of Odin - Patrick Doyle